what does love mean?
no one really knows.
You say that you love me
but i really dont know.
i want to believe you but i find it so hard to trust
i want to be loved but i just cant love you back
i want to believe that you'll be faithful but i know you wont.
i want to believe that you'll be honest with me all the time but i know that it will end up lying to me again.
i cant control the feelings in my head
because of all the times i've been hurt
i want to love you but i dont want to get hurt
i want to give my whole heart to you but i always think its the worst.
at night i think about how life will be if i never trust again
but i cant seem to let go of my fears and let them in
i hold my breathe when you say 'i love you' because im not sure if its true
i want to know if you'll love me forever before i give you my heart.
but i dont want to take anymore risk
with this my heart got fix.
so no more proposals
and no more losses.
wanna be happy and lead my life.
dont wanna become anyone's wife...