e mërkurë, 27 qershor 2007

Kuchipudi - Fading Footsteps.




Its my article written on kuchipudi. Its a classical dance which is totally fading now-a-days..


Kuchipudi, like Kathakali is also a dance-drama tradition and derives its name from the vilage of Kuchipudi in the Southern State of Andra Pradesh. In recent years, it has evolved as a solo dance for the concert platform and is performed by women, though like Kathakali it was formerly the preserve of men. The female roles were enacted by men and even today, the tradition boasts of gifted male dancers enacting female roles with such consummate artistry that hardly anyone would notice them as male dancers.


The movements in Kuchipudi are quicksilver and scintillating, rounded and fleet-footed. Performed to classical Carnatic music, it shares many common elements with Bharatanatyam. In its solo exxposition Kuchipudi nritta numbers include jatiswaram and tillana whereas in nritya it has several lyrical compositions reflecting the desire of a devotee to merge with God - symbolically the union of the soul with the super soul.


The songs are mimed with alluring expressions, swift looks and fleeting emotions evoking the rasa. A special number in the Kuchipudi repertoire is called tarangam, in which a dancer balances herself on the rim of a brass plate and executes steps to the beat of a drum. At times she places a pot full of water on her head and dances on the brass plate. The song accompanying this number is from the well known Krishna Leela Tarangini, a text which recounts the life and events of Lord Krishna.


In expressional numbers a dancer sometimes chooses to enact the role of Satyabhama, the proud and self-assured queen of Lord Krishna, from the dance-drama Bhama Kalapam. She goes through various stages of love. When in separation from Lord Krishna, she recalls the happy days of union and pines for him. At last they are reunited when she sends him a letter.


One more number from the Kuchipudi repertoire that deserves mention is Krishna Shabdam, in which a milkmaid invites Krishna for a rendezvous in myriads of ways giving full scope for the dancer to display the charms of a woman.

Memories..




You live in my heart,
i wont break it apart.
Even if it makes me cry,
i will love you till i die...

Blood doesn't flow in my vein,
your thought flows in it as a pain.
I may not be the one perfect for you,
i would have still loved you- even if i knew...

My love is not written on sand,
for the waters to wash away.
It is written in my heart to stand
all the difficulty that comes its way...

you still live in my eyes,
even after seeing all the goodbyes.
You can go to any place you desire,
the dream of being together- will always burn like a fire...

I still smile looking into the life of yesterday,
to wipe away the tears that you bring everyday.
Nights seems to be getting longer and longer,
with thoughts of you getting stronger and stronger...

My love may not be one happy chapter,
like the saying "they lived happily ever after".
By loving, i have lost everything to you,
what i still possess is just the memories- of once being with you...

e hënë, 25 qershor 2007

ఏమి కన్నీళ్ళివి??



మనసంతా బాధగా ఉంది
గుండె అంతా బరువుగా ఉంది
ఎటు చూసినా చీకటే
ఏమి చేసిన ఓటమే
లేదా ఇంక నాకు గెలుపు
ఈ జీవితానికి రాదా ఒక మలుపు

అరే!!
ఏమి కన్నీళ్లివి?
ఎంత ఏడ్చినా తరగవేమి?
ఏమి కన్నీళ్లివి?
ఎంత ఓదార్చినా ఆగవేమి?
చిన్ని గాయానికే
జలజలా వర్షిస్తాయి!
చిన్న ఎడబాటుకే
వరదలై ఉరికొస్తాయి!

అరే!! అరే!!
ఏంటి ఇదంతా...
ఎంత రోదించినా తరగవా??
ఎన్నేళ్ళు విలపించినా ఆగవా???

e shtunë, 23 qershor 2007

No proposals.. please..




what does love mean?
no one really knows.
You say that you love me
but i really dont know.

i want to believe you but i find it so hard to trust
i want to be loved but i just cant love you back
i want to believe that you'll be faithful but i know you wont.
i want to believe that you'll be honest with me all the time but i know that it will end up lying to me again.

i cant control the feelings in my head
because of all the times i've been hurt
i want to love you but i dont want to get hurt
i want to give my whole heart to you but i always think its the worst.

at night i think about how life will be if i never trust again
but i cant seem to let go of my fears and let them in
i hold my breathe when you say 'i love you' because im not sure if its true
i want to know if you'll love me forever before i give you my heart.

but i dont want to take anymore risk
with this my heart got fix.
so no more proposals
and no more losses.
wanna be happy and lead my life.
dont wanna become anyone's wife...

e premte, 22 qershor 2007

Music.




Wrote this poem as it was World's Music Day... I feel this about music...


Music touches you the most,
It refreshes you with its serenity.
Let it be Do, Re, Me or Sa, Re, Ga, Ma,
Music is the soul of life.

Nothing is as divine as music.
It comes from within
And expresses joys and sorrows
Which reside in the heart.

World is full of music,
Each unique and sweet.
Whether chirping of birds, rustling of wind,
Roar of waves or the music of dolphins.

If music is not a part of life,
It would become a walk on knife.
So listen to music always,
And live some cheerful days.

Sorryy...



I’m sorry of being so emotional,
I’m sorry of being so possessive.
I’m sorry that I cry for you,
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you...

I’m sorry for the tears you shed,
I’m sorry for the damage I made.
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick,
Sorry I hurt you so deep...

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights,
I’m sorry for each and every fight.
I’m sorry for your pain & agony,
I’m sorry for the missing harmony...

I’m sorry for my selfish love,
I’m sorry for not caring enough.
I’m sorry for my restlessness,
I’m sorry for the losing grace...

I’m sorry my friend I made you mad,
I’m sorry darling you are so sad.
Sorry for not giving you any happiness,
Sorry because it’s my disgrace...

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much,
I’m sorry I always miss your touch.
I’m sorry of being so mad about you,
I’m sorry for my every blue...

I’m sorry of being so immature,
I’m sorry now that i can’t be cured.
I’m sorry of being myself,
I’m sorry that I’ve failed...

I’m sorry and sorry again,
I’m sorry of being insane.
But believe me that I love you,
Should I say sorry for that too???


e enjte, 21 qershor 2007

Miss You Mom!!




Without you mom...
My dreams are without colour

Without you mom...
I forget the laugh

My ambition went away from my heart
How can I continue my life without you...

Oh mom!
Without you every thing will change
I still try hard as possible to live
Or, to imagine that you're not here...

Mom!!
I cannot continue my life
Horrible????
My life is horrible???
Night after night I have dreams
My dreams aren't dreams but night mares
Why?
Because you leave me alone here in the world
Really I am alone Without you mom
How can I pass the ban
I'm here waiting for you
No, you went away and i know you wont come
Every thing will destroy with the word 'No'.

Mom!!
Where are you?
I want to see you
Dont know How, where and when?
In my dreams????
Will you come into my dreams tonight....
Am waiting for you...
Really am waiting for you to see....

e martë, 19 qershor 2007

Whats All Happening?????



Standing here, rain streaming down my face,
what did I do?
Where did it all go?
Nothing left to cry Nothing left to feel
so where do I go?
who do I see what do I do you tell me.
Cant you see what’s happening to me, you don't understand, now I’m
laying on the ground
in the middle of the street tears running down my face.
What is happening to me? Everything seemed so simple
now’s so confusing like I cant think straight
Memories in my head of what we use to be,
Walking home in the rain doesn't seem so bad if you have someone there
holding your hand. Car comes by
washes my face, the memories fade like the rain going down the drain!

e shtunë, 16 qershor 2007

Answers Made Me Laugh...


These were some of the silly answers gave by my friends at the time of practical exams viva... I remembered some of them which are so funny and i laugh myself whenever they come to my mind... Just wanna share with you too...



Examiner: Why is a thicker conductor necessary to carry a current
in A.C. as compared to D.C. ?
Student: An AC current goes up and down (drawing a sinusoid) and
requires more space inside the wire, so the wire has to be thicker.

Examiner: How will you reverse direction of an induction motor?
Student: I will remove the four bolts at the base, turn the motor
around,and put back the bolts.

Examiner: How do you start a synchronous motor?
Student: Vrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (in rising pitch)
Examiner: Stop! Stop!
Student: rrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (in falling pitch)

Examiner: How will you tell if that wall outlet carries AC or DC ?
Student: I will put my finger in. If it is pushed away, it is AC. If
it gets stuck, it was DC.

Examiner: How do you limit surge current within an integratedcircuit?
Student: By using a circuit breaker.

Examiner : "What is a step-up transformer?"
Student : "A transformer that is put on top of electric poles."

Oh dear! Miss You...



I miss the way you would whisper in my ear...

I miss the way you would talk to me...

Miss the way you would hold me tight and say 'I love U'...

Miss the way you would see me in my eyes and tell me you care...

Miss the way you would tell me how much u need me...

Miss the way you would say i meant the world to you...

I miss the way you and me would just laugh about the stupid things...

Miss the nights you and me would talk on phone about everything...

I'm missing you night and day...

Missing you a lot...

Plz come back, my love, just dont want to miss you anymore....



e premte, 15 qershor 2007

Best Proposal Never Seen.

So sweet na.. When i saw this pic on one of my friend's album, i inspired of writing this poem... Like human there is love and proposal for each and every being on this earth. This rats love proposal proved that... I believed... and now what about u mates??? Here are the words i got unto my mind when i imagined what male rat was saying in its own language to her beloved female rat while proposing her giving a flower...

When you knock something over
I think about my heart,
I thought it was so stable
But you took it all apart..

You're just what I had needed
For perfect gift for me,
And that is why it's time that I
Get down on bended knee..

For you have fulfilled all my dreams
The fondest of my hopes,
And now my life flows easily
No longer on the ropes..

I hope this poem will do the trick
Turning out to be a "doozy",
Because it is so hard to find
Words rhyming with u my baby!

Will you marry me??
If you accept my proposal....
...We'll think about those long past times
When the President was Bush #2
Those early days and all the fun
That was had by me and you.
We'll think back on our U.S. tour
The places that we went
For all the love that we exchanged
The happy times we spent.
I'll think about the times you sneezed
The kleenex you destroyed
And all the pollen-laden spots
That you tried to avoid!
Plz my baby, accept my proposal...
I'll show you how beautiful will be the world
with my presence.

e enjte, 14 qershor 2007

All Alone..




I wish to be alone
surrounded by nobody of my own
no people around me whom i known
To cry out aloud
and say the things i'm not allowed,
To listen to inner me
right it will always be,
To experience the things around
without any limited bound,
To get back life's control
and avoid someone else playing a role,
To lead life as an individual
having all the above power
on my own, i need to self discover
When control overtakes the care
i lose myself, life's a game played unfair
live your own life, its rare.

e mërkurë, 13 qershor 2007

లంచ్ టైమ్...


బతుకు బండి లాగుతున్న చిరుద్యోగికి
మండుటెండలో మలయపవనంలా
ఎడారిలో ఒయాసిస్సులా
ఒకింత ఊరట నిచేది... లంచ్ టైమ్!


లడ్డయినా, బ్రెడ్డయినా -
కాయైనా, పండైనా
చప్పగా చల్లారిన పచ్చడి మెతుకులైన
సహచరుల చలోక్తులతో
సమభావం పెంచే
షడ్రుచుల సమ్మిళితమే... లంచ్ టైమ్!


మాటల ఈటెలు విసురుకున్నా
చూపుల తూణీరాలు చురుక్కుమన్నా
కష్టాలు కలబోసుకున్నా,
కథలెన్నో తిరిగేసుకున్నా
కారాలు, మమకారాలు పంచే
రసరమ్య కావ్యం... లంచ్ టైమ్!
సీరియల్స్, సినిమాలు
నక్సలిజం, ఉగ్రవాదం
కంప్యూటరైజేషను, గ్లోబలైజేషనుల
ప్రపంచ వార్తల పరంపర
శరవేగంతో చర్చించే
కమనీయ వేదిక... లంచ్ టైమ్!

To My Dear Sweetheart...




I am mad about you
and i know why I...
because whenever i think
of you I fly high.

Together with you
I feel safe and sure,
now i sense
myself more secure.

Your love is
my heart's only key,
please spill out
all your feelings towards me.

I stand in front of
your house day and night
waiting for the acceptance
I think you might.

My mind is like an open book,
you can read me when you carefully look.
all i feel about you is real,
you have got the power to heal.

i am going too much insane...
don't you understand my suffering and pain?

I promise that i will
be with you when you fall,
I miss you a lot
because you are not here at all.

Inspired by Mother...


Born in this planet
what have you done,
Review the past
all that is gone..

Success in your life
is not all that is right,
thrive for the others
future also bright..

Service the needy
going to them near,
think that is the reason
why you are here..

Share your happiness
spread the smile,
though it is present
only for a while..

Be happy with
what you are,
because you got to go
a long way far..

Programming a Poem


This poem contains many of the keywords of c++ programming language and so is the title...(Don't blame me in using c++ again...hehehe)
(pic: Shows the turbulence in my mind )


Programming a poem...



Include all your thought
coagulating all that you have got
all the things you need is main
a bit of suffering,experience or pain.

Never put your mind behind the gate
Don’t keep any such things remain
private
to fill your heart which is
void
put it in writing, don't avoid

Define the structure of your mind
in owns words of any kind
Whatever it maybe, right or wrong
only to you is always these feelings belong

if you don't speak up
then you are as dead as log
that is the reason why I
write such a kind of blog.

e martë, 12 qershor 2007

Hindi Cinema


Oh! Hindi cinema, I'm in a dilemma.

Hindi movies start with a song,
which are very very long.

Next comes the scene of college,
where students derive romantic knowledge.

Hero meets his heroine there...

Then there is a villian playing his part,
who also tries to win the heroine's heart.

Slowly picture takes a turn,
hero's and heroine's love is on the run.

After comedy comes the tragedy...

Few fights between good and bad,
i wish i could hit the screen hard.

Then ofcourse! ending is the same,
hero gets the heroine, thats all the game...

అమ్మ నాన్న కథ.


వాళ్ళిద్దరూ
ప్రేమైక జంట-
వారిది అన్యోన్యదాంపత్యం!
అవును మరి-
అతడు అనుమతించిన వనాలలోనే
విరబూసి పరిమళించే పూదోట ఆమె...
అతడు స్వరపరచిన బాణీలోనే
రాగమాధురి ఆలపించే కోకిల ఆమె!
అతని కనుసన్నల సీమలోనే
నర్తించే కదలికల మయూరి ఆమె...
అతదు తూచిన కొలమానాల మేరకు
ప్రసరించే ప్రేమానురాగాలు ఆమెవి-
ఆమె ప్రపంచమంతటా అతనొక్కడే!
నిజంగా
అతడి హృదయ వైశాల్యమెంతో
ఆమెకన్నా బాగా
మరింకెవరికి తెల్సు?
జీవిత కాలమంతా అతడిచ్చిన ఓ పదెకరాల పరిధిలోనే
ఆమె బ్రతుకు వ్యవసాయం!

ఇది ఒక ఆమె కథ కాదు-
నన్ను కన్న మా ' అమ్మ కథ '...

అతడు ఎవరో కాదు-
నన్ను పెంచిన మా ' నాన్న '...

Words About My Mother.


I love her, respect her, obey her...
Guess who is she? Its my mother.

She is a godly race,
her gait filled with grace..

I never forget her tender care,
which i need not share..

When i see her smile,
i remember it for a long while..

Her sweet loving voice,
makes me feel so nice..

She helps me always,
eventhough i'm useless.

Mother is a gardener, who sows the seeds
for the ripe fruit she will sight,
In god we have faith, but mother is great..

Friends Forever.



Sometimes, by chance,
we happen to meet strangers from a far.
Friends are what we have become,
strangers, we no longer are...

We have become friends because,
thats what we're supposed to be.
It doesn't have to make any sense,
but it does to you and me...

I'm glad we met and bonded,
i'm glad for the smiles we share.
I'm thankful that i have a friend,
and i'm glad that you also care...

It matters not how far apart,
the lands in which we live.
what matters most to me, my friend,
is the friendship that we give...

e hënë, 11 qershor 2007

నువ్వంటే నాకిష్టం


నువ్వంటే నాకిష్టం...
ఎంతంటే... ఇష్టమనే మాటే ఈర్ష్యపడేంత!
నువ్వంటే నాకిష్టం...
ఎంతంటే... నా ఇష్టమే నీకు విసుగుపుట్టి
అయిష్టమయేంత!
వెన్నెల వెలుగులో పరవశించే నా మనసు-
నీ కౌగిలినెంత కొరుతుందో...
అమావాస్య చీకటిలో బెదిరిపోయే నా మనసు-
నీ తోడుని అంతగానే కోరుతుంది!
నీ ప్రేమ నన్ను కవ్విస్తుంది... నవ్విస్తుంది...
కలహిస్తుంది... కొన్నిసార్లు కన్నీరు తెప్పిస్తుంది!...
ఒకరికొకరంగా-ఇద్దరం ఒక్కరిగా మసలిన మనం ఒకరికొకరం ఏమీకానట్టు
ఒకరూ-ఒకరూ ఎవరికి వారేనన్నట్టు
అలా చేశావేం దూరం..? నన్ను పరాయిగా చేశావేం..?
నీకోసం ... నీ ప్రేమకోసం... నీ చిన్ని నవ్వుకోసం...
అలమటించే నన్నిలా అనాధను చేశావేం..?
నీవల్లే సంతోషం... నీవల్లే ఆనందం...
నీతోనే ఆహ్లాదం... నీకోసమే ఆరాటం...
నీవల్లే నా జీవితానికో అర్ధమని
ఆశల పందిరి అల్లుకుంటుంటే
ఒకే ఒక్క మాటతో-ఒకే ఒక్క చూపుతో
గుండెను కోశావేం?
పదిలంగా నేనందించిన గుండెగులాబీని నేలరాల్చేశావేం?
'బ్లైండ్ రిలేషన్షిప్' అంటూ నా ప్రేమను ఎగతాళి చేశావేం?
నన్ను దూరం చేశావేం ప్రియా?
నీ మాటల తూటాలతో నా గుండెను తూట్లు పొడిచావేం ప్రియా..?!

ప్రియనేస్తమా


ఓ,

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